collaxite

this is a brief description of my average day and my self-employment issues.

first, my self-occupations i try to handle.
• music artist
• pencil, pixel, and photoshop artist
• author
• student
i normally do my best to balance these throughout my days.

now, my average day.

i wake up, it’s 6:30. i hit snooze, and wake up ten minutes later. ten more minutes later, i get dressed and down a glass of shitty Carnation Breakfast, etc. etc.. then i catch the bus at 7:15.

school starts, and into the second block I’ve already lost interest in everything. by break i would have a really good idea for some new music, but i can’t do shit about it because my laptop is at home, so i forget the idea at the end of the day.

third block, and i’m basically asleep, either fantasizing about the one person i love, thinking of ideas for my story, or actually falling asleep. eventually the teacher gets angry because all i’ve done is draw a penis on my assignment sheet and forgot to erase it.

then at lunch i basically have no friends so i either think of more story stuff or just think/fantasize some more.

final block, i am doing the same as last block.

at the end of the day i’ll be home. first thing i do is facebook, homestuck, tumblr, chores, and video games. maybe a little pillow-cuddling in the middle. then i try to remember that awesome song idea i had, and fail.

then i wear my pink hoodie until my parents get home, and rush my ass out of the thing before i embarass myself.

eat dinner, get beer for dad, do dishes, and go to bed at 9:00.

then i stay up on my phone or laptop and chat on facebook until i fall asleep.

boo, life is shit.